Comments on: Whats on your mind today?

By: myangel

myangel — Wed, 15 Sep 2010 20:58:27 +0000

A lot is on my mind. I am sitting here wondering why are people so cruel! I try my best to treat people the way I would want to be treated, however, everyone doesn’t feel the same way I do. The world would be a much better place to live if we were kinder to one another. You never know how a kind word could make a person feel, a smile or better yet a hug! Today, ask yourself what can I do to make this world a better place. I know that I am going to do my share.

Love and God Bless

By: myangel

myangel — Fri, 10 Sep 2010 23:33:15 +0000

Today is bittersweet. I read an article The Bulletin http://thecomptonbulletin.com wrote regarding our organization. It was published Wednesday, Sep. 8, 2010.

It was beautifully written. I thank The Bulletin and Cheryl Scott for writing the article.

It’s sad because if Kevin (my son) had not died I would not be reading the article. However, through Kevin’s death we will be able to help others live!

Love and Miss you Son!
R.I.P. 10-13-77 – 08-26-08

Forever Loved, Forever 30, Forever Missed, but Never, Ever Forgotten!

By: myangel

myangel — Sat, 04 Sep 2010 01:46:30 +0000

Today is one of those days where I feel extremely sad. I am missing my son! I can’t seem to shake this feeling of pain deep down in my spirit. After two years of missing my son, I just miss him even more. Losing a child hurt so, so much, especially losing a child to suicide. The pain is indescribable.

Sometimes I feel like if I let go of how I really feel I will lose it all, but I know that God is not going to let that happen to me. I talk about God so much because He is my Everything and Everything is He!

Thank you Lord for another day ~I will love you and praise you through all of my grief and pain.

By: myangel

myangel — Fri, 03 Sep 2010 16:57:46 +0000

Today, I’m thinking who cares what’s on my mind, but I’m sharing anyway. My head hurt, but I’m going to still do what needs to be done. I am praying that we as a society start caring about others. I hear so many people starting to say, “I’m gonna just do me.” Wow, if everybody start thinking like that ~ this world would be in big trouble! Sometimes we all feel that way, but that is not the way we should be. Helping others, reaching out, loving, sharing and caring is what we should be about. Let’s open our hearts and start giving of ourselves to help someone else!

Have a beautiful and blessed day!

By: myangel

myangel — Mon, 30 Aug 2010 04:06:39 +0000

Aug. 26, 2008, my son Kevin died by suicide. Three days ago, it has been two long years since I last saw my son alive. I still hurt, I still, cry and at times I still wonder why. Yesterday my family and I went to lay flowers on his grave. It was very emotional for me. My husband broke down and cried, and it broke my heart even more. I couldn’t sleep last night. Today I went to church, and today it was friend’s and family day. My son was missing, but he was alive in our hearts. I love and miss him so much. He will be forever 30, forever loved, forever missed, and never, ever forgotten!

R.I.P. Kev
10-13-77-08-26-08